Hi Everypony !!!
It's been a while since I'm on here ever since my Dad's passing.. But I'm here now and I've a brand new Gaming Desktop I build myself ! After over a decade of laptop after laptop for gaming I finally able to get my own gaming desktop !!
But at the moment I'm bit busy needed to travel between my house to my eldest sister house because my mom has to temporary stay there as my mom had an injury where she broke her femur & my eldest sis has a maid to assist her. So for now she has to be there.
Mom and I never been seperated, we are everywhere together, everyone knows how attached I am to her and she is to me. But because of this I can only see her for 2 hrs a day and I'm all alone in my room which I share with my mom. My 2nd sis who drives me there, has 2 kids and she's always busy with them and I feel like I'm an orphan half the time, where I succumb to the silence of lonliness..
Doesn't help I'm constantly fighting depression without medical help. I can still Laugh & joke with close friends & my family but deep down I'm so depressed. I cry myself to sleep every night & sometimes in public when some emotions trigger.. I also couldn't sleep at night which makes it even worse..
Anyhow , I'll try to draw more but currently feel demotivated to do much of anything. Here's my computer spec if anyone's interested.
CORE I7 4770k 3.5GHz 8MB
ASUS Z87 MAXIMUS VI EXTREME
Kingston HyperX Predator 16GB
ASUS GTX 780 DirectCU II OC 3GB DDR5 x2 SLI
Kingston HYPER X 3K (555MB/510MB) SSD 120 GB
Western Digital CAVIAR BLACK 2TB
DVD-RW 24X SATA INT ASUS
ASUS PCE-AC66 PCIE AC1750
CoolerMaster HAF X
CoolerMaster PRO M2 1500w
Cooler Master: Seidon 240M
Battlefield 4™ Razer BlackWidow Ultimate - Mechanical Keyboard for Gaming
27” 950 Series 3D LED Monitor and Complete 3D Kit
Razer Mamba 2012
Logitech Speaker System Z623